Chapter Chapter Four

*Chapter 4:*

I sat on my bed, as the clock ticked, the birds hummed and the sun

glowed through my bedroom window.

It feels like I haven't slept in days, when truly all of this shit happened

now. I can't explain how I'm feeling. Am I not capable of being a Luna?

But that's not right, I wouldn't be paired up with an alpha unless I was

fit enough, right? But still, I can't help but have a little doubt in myself.

I groaned in frustration dropping onto the bed and my face into the

pillow. Why? Why do all bad and painful things happen to me? Did I

really do something wrong to deserve this?

Not soon after, I began feeling a burning in my lower abdomen. Stupid

piece of shit. He's already moving on. It felt as if someone was burning

my skin and hitting me with whips while pricking needles into my skin.

I closed my eyes and steadied my breath. I won't do what he's doing to

me. I will actually not allow any male to come near me. All boys are the

same, first my dad, then my ex boyfriend and now my mate. All boys

are the same. Just people who play with your heart and step on it the

moment you are useless to them.

I got up, limping to the shower, that's it! I'm not going sit by with this

anymore although it's been a few hours, I'm going to confront him and

ask him why he'd do that? Was there something wrong with me?

I slipped on a pair of dark jeans and a white shirt, tied my hair in a bun

and walked out the house. I already checked in mom and she's sleeping

soundlessly. I walked outside the house and ran down the road to my

work place. The alphas house.

I barged into the house and the helper greeted me. I smiled at her and

questioned where the alphas office was. She just told me the usual

place I clean. I ran up the stairs and barged in only to see pain.

I shouldn't have come. They snapped their eyes to mine, and he let out

a ferocious growl. Right now I wanted to cry and cry really badly. My

best friend was getting down and dirty with my mate.

"Why are you doing this?" I questioned him. He looked angry but put

on an innocent face.

"Doing what?" he questioned. That son of a cow!

"Colleen why are you here, you kind of interrupted my time with my

mate." she said.

"He's not your mate, he’s mine!" I said to her, well not completely. He

did reject me, it just hurt to see the sight.

"No, he's not. Why would you say that Colleen? * she asked. I looked at

her with teary eyes.

"You've gotta believe me Lilly, he is, last night he was the mate I was

looking for, he was the one who took in, he took my virginity." I said as

tears rolled out my eyes.

"Is that true?" she questioned alpha.

He looked at her with his baby blue eyes. "I was drunk babe, and she

seduced me. I didn't know what we were getting to until this morning, I

swear." Lying piece if shit.

"How dare you take an oath you lying piece if shit! Don't lie to her! Tell

her the truth!" I yelled at him. Lilly looked so hurt she could break down

and cry, she walked up to me with tears in her eyes and did the

unexpected

My cheek stung, and my tears fell alas. This was what was coming. She

had slapped me, my own best friend did that. "Why would you lie about

my mate, your alpha! I treated you good and tried to make you happy

and now you wish to separate us due to your selfish reasons? You are

such a slut! You seduced my mate and slept with him" I shook my head.

"Why would you say all this? Why? Do you not trust me the friend you

had for years, or would you trust the person you've just met?" I asked

her.

"I would never trust a selfish slut like you. " she yelled. I stepped back

and smiled at her, as tears riled out of my eyes.

"That's it then? This is reality? I'm glad I learned about this. I'm glad I

learned about everyone in our society. Their all the same. Judgemental.

And never stand for the good. No matter how much they know they

are. If this is what a friend is. I don't want it. If this is what a mate is. I

don't want it. If this is how a relationship is. I don't want it. Because now

I realized, relationships are like a book, it takes years to write them and

seconds to burn and I don't want that. Not anymore. Thank you, Lilly,

for everything. I apologize alpha, for calling you my mate, I'm sorry

pack for being a disgrace. I'll take my leave now." I walked out the door

and headed home.

I don't want friends, they are just backstabbers. Now it's just going to

be mom and me. And that's it. I don't need anyone else. I don't. And I

will never.

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